Can we stop that pain? Can we at least once think we are good enough? Can we believe we did everything could be done? Or everything we wanted to do? Why can't I be thankful? Why I'm such a horrible person? Why I always want more? Why I always think I'm not good enough? I know I can do better, but why I don't think is good how I am now? Why I always have so many questions? Why can't I just shut the fuck up and believe I'm great how I am?
Do you ever just get the overwhelming urge to cry because you think you’re not going to go far in life because you’re not as smart or as talented as the people around you? I do, I always do. I don't know how to stop. I can't keep my mouth shut. I can't build my own future 'cause all the people around seem to build better. Sometimes I try harder but it gets me and then I fail. I'm a fucking stupid lazy person in every day that ends in "day".
Melissa.
Do you ever just get the overwhelming urge to cry because you think you’re not going to go far in life because you’re not as smart or as talented as the people around you? I do, I always do. I don't know how to stop. I can't keep my mouth shut. I can't build my own future 'cause all the people around seem to build better. Sometimes I try harder but it gets me and then I fail. I'm a fucking stupid lazy person in every day that ends in "day".
Melissa.
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